My creations recreate me

why do I need the dope
if I already got myself?
why do I need people
if I have my creations?
why do I need life
if I could rest eternally?
why do I keep perfoming
these maniac acts?
why do I melt inside
these subversive tactics?
why ain't I common
but a fucking bordeline?
I start thinking this is a spider's pattern
or am I the sucked fly?
If I think I am able to satellize and anexate everything
something must have rotten inside me
and my monstrous creations started to recreate me